Great ride last night - shame I wasn't able to hang on longer than about 15 minutes

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Thought I might struggle when I saw Sylv, Ant etc out and remembered that Palace had been rained off. But I intuited that the slower group would be too slow so set off with the first group to see what would happen.
As we approached the police-dog training place at the top of Layhams I was blowing hard and gurning dangerously (9.8 on the Rictus scale). As the T&O got under way, each person on the front seemed to hike up the speed a little more, so that by the time I got up there, it was all I could do to keep up with Serge, let alone go past him. This was the proverbial moment of clarity, and I was then not so much spat out the back as ejected like a piece of sweetcorn by lungs the size of industrial bellows.
Suddenly all was quiet again in the lanes. As the group disappeared from view ahead and the prospect of a solo ride in the half-dark loomed, the temptation to turn back and mope home was almost irresistible. But just then a fellow vomitee (in a DP jersey) came alongside and we so worked together along Featherbed (how long a drag is THAT?

) and to the top of Titsey. He seemed less worried about the loose gravel on the descent there than me, so by the left turn onto the Pilgrim's Way, I was alone again (naturally). Luckily for me another DP chap (on a black Colnago, wearing a red Assos top), who'd also been dropped, had missed the turn so we ended up riding together until the Farnborough Hill turnoff. He's a pretty strong rider - I'd also seen him in action last week - and up the hills I was maxing out again just to hold his wheel.
So despite the initial demoralising shoeing, I got a pretty decent ride in again and felt pretty good when I got in. I've got no complaints - if it's as fast as that every week, I'll just try to hang on for longer.